It's GRACE! Did you guess?
I need to have more grace. Grace has multiple meanings.
As a noun:
-simple elegance or refinement of movement (I need this, given I am such a klutz, and I need to be more simple and refined instead of constantly flailing)
-courteous goodwill (I am very judgey. I want to be less judgey. So grace is my tactic).
As a verb:
-do honor or credit to (someone or something) by one's presence. At first I didn't think this was a good match, but it also reminds me to be present.
It is good for me to write this post because I am grumpy because I was up too late and I HATE putting the Christmas stuff away but I did it this morning with refinement of movement. So yay me!
Happy New Year!